So, the thing we’re all not ...

So, the thing we’re all not talking about, he says. He gestures to me. You almost died, a sadistic pansycake saved you, and now we’re all waging some serious war with the factionless as allies. Pansycake? says Christina. Dauntless slang. Lynn smirks. Supposed to be a huge insult, only no one uses it anymore. Because it’s so offensive, says Uriah, nodding. No. Because it’s so stupid no Dauntless with any sense would speak it, let alone think it. Pansycake. What are you, twelve? And a half, he says.
So, the thing we’re all not talking about, he says. He gestures to me. You almost died, a sadistic pansycake saved you, and now we’re all waging some serious war with the factionless as allies. Pansycake? says Christina. Dauntless slang. Lynn smirks. Supposed to be a huge insult, only no one uses it anymore. Because it’s so offensive, says Uriah, nodding. No. Because it’s so stupid no Dauntless with any sense would speak it, let alone think it. Pansycake. What are you, twelve? And a half, he says.

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