Mostly what you lose with ...

Mostly what you lose with time, in memory, is the specificity of things, their exact sequence. It all runs together, becomes a watery soup. Portmanteau days, imploded years. Like a bad actor, memory always goes for effect, abjuring motivation, consistency, good sense.
 James Sallis

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Life sends us messages all the time - then sits around laughing over how we're not gonna be able to figure them out.
 James Sallis