I was so afraid to feel free ...

I was so afraid to feel free to enjoy my own life if my mother was sick and suffering everyday of her's. I didn't think I had the right.
 Gene Wilder

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When you please your mother by doing something, it gives you confidence that you can please other people.
 Gene Wilder
When your mother gives you confidence about anything that you do, you carry that confidence with you.She made me believe that I could make someone laugh.
 Gene Wilder
I was miscast in that production [of Mother Courage and Her Children] ... but it was with Anne Bancroft, whose boyfriend at the time was Mel Brooks, and that made my - I can't say my day, it made my life, in a way.
 Gene Wilder
I found a very diabolical way of making myself suffer - not in the same way [my mother ] was suffering but to prevent me from enjoying my own life.
 Gene Wilder
On screen, Gene Wilder could often be summed up as an accident waiting to happen, that frizzy, flyaway hair, the eyes darting this way and that and then something would set him off, Zero Mostel, say, in the movie that made Wilder a star, "The Producers.
 Gene Wilder