I want to reach out and grab ...

I want to reach out and grab his hand and hold it to me, right over my heart, right where it aches the most. I don't know if doing that would heal me or make my heart break entirely, but either way this constant hungry waiting would be over.
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 Ally Condie

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Because I feel no anger toward my mother. Only loss, and loss is a feeling you can’t fight your way out of as easily.
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Does loving someone mean you want them to be safe? Or that you want them to be able to choose?
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And it is strange that absence can feel like presence.
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I'm just a butterfly, a mourning cloak, sealed inside a cocoon with blnd eyes and stiky wings. And suddenly I wonder if the cocoons sometimes do not open, if the butterfly inside is ever simply not strong enough to break through.
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It's been so long since I've let myself feel anger that I don't just feel it. It covers my mouth and I swallow it down, the taste sharp and metal as though I'm gnawing through foilware.
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