I never really was good at ...

I never really was good at being a family general man, really. I hardly ever spent any time with my mum and dad whatever, really, or brothers or sisters. We just really didn't get along. I was pretty much like the black sheep of the family, to be honest.
 Andrew Chan

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I don't think I was really going anywhere in life. I don't think, I was achieving too much, even though I had a stable job and all.
 Andrew Chan