I hadn't been onstage in a ...

I hadn\'t been onstage in a while. The last time was pre-children. And before I went on [at Roseland], my kids were backstage, and I thought, This isn\'t how I usually do it. I\'ve got kids, and I\'m thinking, This is weird. It\'s weird juggling children on your knee while you\'re in your rhinestone outfit. And I\'m thinking, Okay, I\'m gonna go out and do a show and I\'m gonna be Superwoman! But I\'m not really, `cause I\'m a mom. It\'s all very strange.
I hadn't been onstage in a while. The last time was pre-children. And before I went on [at Roseland], my kids were backstage, and I thought, This isn't how I usually do it. I've got kids, and I'm thinking, This is weird. It's weird juggling children on your knee while you're in your rhinestone outfit. And I'm thinking, Okay, I'm gonna go out and do a show and I'm gonna be Superwoman! But I'm not really, `cause I'm a mom. It's all very strange.
 Madonna Ciccone

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