But even as the fear racks my ...

But even as the fear racks my body, it soothes me, comforts me. Soldiers who get washed away in a rush of adrenaline don't survive. In war, fear is the woman your mother warned you about. You knew she was no good for you, but you couldn't shake her. You had to find a way to get along, because she wasn't going anywhere.
 Hiroshi Sakurazaka

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There is what we desire to do, and what we are able to do. When those two things don't coincide, which path should we pursue to find happiness?
 Hiroshi Sakurazaka