And what if, in order to keep ...

And what if, in order to keep on living, I have to continue to accept myself?
 Natsuo Kirino

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My talent was the uncompromising ability to feel spite.
 Natsuo Kirino
I'm this superphilosophical kind of person. Stuck in a prison of abstract ideas and overpowering emotions, I have this personality that makes it really hard to survive.
 Natsuo Kirino
In reality of everyday occurrences I've had to submit to people in order not to lose them. It's less the submission that bothers me, I guess, than how it makes my life miserable. And what happens if I can't forgive myself for making that choice? And what if, in order to keep on living, I have to continue to accept myself? What am I supposed to do? Conclusion: It'd be best if I'm destroyed. The best thing is for me just to vanish.
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Kids lose their trust in the parents they love, but still accept them, so they end up not trusting themselves anymore.
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I was frightened by the optimism of adults, their stupid trust in science to treat a troubled heart. Afraid of their obsession with believing they have to treat troubled kids. I just wanted them to leave me alone, so how come they didn't get it? But that's the way it always is.
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